Wednesday, February 14, 2007

A Valentine Repost

The hardest and saddest part of loving someone is watching her fall for someone else …and realized that she can never be yours.

The hardest still is you’ve finally resolved that she’s better off with him.

I admit that I love her in a distance.

…constantly wondering of that possibility of holding her hands and knowing her intimate details. Oh! I know every bit of her, from the way she laughs, her dancing eyelashes, her cursive smiles, her imposing eyes and her scent that made me forget that I’m still on earth. Believing that one distant day, she will look at me the way I always looked at her.

She became my resort when I feel so lost. My guidepost when all the life’s street signs got mixed up. My shining star when dark clouds covered my only piece of sky…and my motivation to keep pressing forward because of that thought that the best is yet to come.

I am forever be thankful that I met her…because of her presence I discovered how much I am capable to give love; how much I can give my everything and still have something left to give; of believing that a love that is so pure can transcends all logic, even how illogical it may seem.

…and yet wished that it’s far better if I haven’t met her at all.

She’s so near yet I feel that a thousand oceans and a million mornings’ divide us; an immense separation that only a hopeless romantic could believe that it can be linked.

…and yet I am a hopeless romantic.

The last time we’ve been together was the time I’ve met him. A very cool guy with an air of intellectual superiority and yet humble enough to shine a warm smile at me…and I noticed that she was never been happier …I know then that my presence in her life is slowly diminishing.
As they talked, I stepped back and cherished my last moments with her. Looking at her intently at the sideline and memorizing how she looks like, when finally her own resort, guidepost, star and motivator was there.

…and yes! I will still love her in a distance.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Weekend Musing

I've had it with these called "politicians."

Many of you have already watched on the boobtube how low they can get with their political ads. 30 seconds of gut wrenching and vomit inducing torture. UGH! They may sugar coat the issues and present themselves as the proclaimed Messiah of this nation but one thing remains unfaltered--they all have personal agenda which must push through even when hell breaks loose. I really don't separate now a traditional politician from that of a newbie…they all look and act alike, so what's there to distinguish anyway; they were all patterned from the same dirty old linen.

And the current trend of having entertainment clowns to join the political theatrics is nonetheless disgusting. What do they know about legislations and the legalities, not to mention complexities of passing a bill? If they have pure intentions of serving, backing out is one hell of a help. Since when did the virtue of starting out from the bottom became obsolete eh! In every field of career, you really need to start from square one to familiarize yourself with the trade. No one will be an effective accountant or an engineer by sheer whim.

Time and again, these thespians have proven nothing (save for some who really did well) but come on, would you want to be represented by a veneer, a façade of characters in silver screen? That's the problem with many Filipinos, they cannot separate the character these people were portraying and when time comes that these artist cum politician proves to be just an occupying space, they become disillusioned because these Knights in Shining Armor are nothing but eggheads.

Hay naku! Naturalmente, this nation is in deep shit. Some of you might consider me a bigot and judgmental but it's a fact, most voters are STUPID who doesn't know their right from their left, a mob whose into quick fix solutions and cannot even discern that they were being eaten alive by the most corrupt elements of the society

I asked myself…would my vote really matter?
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